Found someone...sort of...

I met someone really special on-line. Last Friday she sent me a wink, and I winked back, and then she asked to chat, and off we went! We’ve chatted most every day and night since then getting to know each other. She’s intelligent, funny, easy to talk to, and a really sweet person. The only catch is she’s married and lives in Pennsylvania, and has made it clear she loves her husband and won't be leaving him. We’ve both said we need to stay friends only, but we both worry about it going past that. I know it sounds crazy to develop feelings for someone after just five days of chatting, but I feel like I’ve known her so much longer. And I’m probably not being very smart to develop feelings for someone who is unavailable in every way, but I can’t really help the way I feel. I just know that she makes me happy and I miss her when we aren’t chatting. We’ve decided not to talk on the phone in an effort to just stay friends, which is ironic because I really would like to talk with her but I’m usually the one who’s reluctant to talk on the phone. Anyway, that’s the current status of my on-line dating journey. I'm a little nervous posting this because I'm probably going to have people telling me what I poor decision I'm making, but maybe that's what I need to hear. And I stopped talking to the scammer lady because it got to be annoying. I felt like she wanted us to be married by next week.